After yesterday blog, everyone must be curious who is the malay guy and what is our storey like... Well he is working in engineering and for the 1st day I start work he has been trying to get my attention by disturbing me or greeting hi/bye to me. Till 2days ago I got his no and he was so happy that he keep msging me during work. We went to east coast park where I like most to sit and chat. We chat alot and asking alot of questions about each others. After so many questions, these are some of the things that i found out;

He is the eldest son in the family.
He has a sis who is an air stewardess in SQ.
His mum is working out station in Australia will only be back once every half a year.
He has 2 cats at home and he is staying alone in the house since his sis n mum are flying.
He is 1 year younger than me.
He used to have 5 relationship since school time, 3 puppy love and 2 serious relation after completed NS. 1st is a angmo, reason break up the gal is too wild and like to chiong alot. 2nd is a malay, reson breakup is the gal too prosessive toward him and he can't take it.
He use to ride bike and 3 years ago started driving instead. 3 months later he is getting a new car Toyota (Silver color).
He loves to drink at chili out place but not clubbing.
He is a homely person once reach home he wouldn't want to go out again, but recently because of me, he came out and fetch me to send me home.
He is going Australia this Thursday afternoon and flying back Singapore next Monday to clear his leave and visit his friends who are studying there.

I ask him what's make him wanted to go after me cause we only saw each other for the 3 months and didn't know me well and he reply;

At first when he saw me, he has the urge to know me. Each time he saw me, he wanted to know me more and so he started to chat and disturb me to get my attention. Until 2days ago, we were talking about (go out chiong never jioz) then I got his no and give him a miss call. He was very happy that nite and msg me asking me alot of questions. He was like 'Oh finally i get ur no and i'm able to get closer to u and understand u better'.

Certain things he told me that give me the comfort and respect;

Now we are still young so just do what we really wanted and dun be tied down by relations. He knows I'm studying and working at the same time so if we really together put him in the 3rd place and do what i wanted to but never put chiong in the 3rd and him in the last. He too encourage me to further my course if i wanted to.

He wanted to try out the relation cause never try will never know if we are meant to be together, if it dun works or i feel that we can't make it just tell him s long s i dun cheat him(such as having another bf at the same time) we still can be good friends.

He admits he likes me since the first sight. He wouldn't use the word LOVE cause to him this word is too big and heavy to use at the begining. He wanted me to give it a try and promised me that it will be a unforgettable relation since he is the 1st malay guy that likes me since i have no malay bf before (means he will be the 1st if i accepted him). To him LOVE is developed and keeps growing during the relations is building up and going on.

He gives me a very comfortable feeling but I really dun know if I will really accepts him. After all, the reasons is clear if i dun accepts him. At the main time, there is someone in my heart, that might be one of the reasons why i can't accept him. Well he is a nice guy, maybe i should recommand him malay gals that i know rather then wasting his time on me.

Humans are funny and fate is fooling ppl around. The one you loves either have a gf or either he dun loves u. The one you dun loves either you dun loves him n treat you like a treasure. This is Life and problems that we will always face and sloved. So stand strong and stand firm to what we looking for................